Coming back to prayer

First of all, I'm a bad blogger as I haven't written in here for a few weeks when I declared I want to write about 2-3 times week. So that's my first failed resolution of 2011 already. But I'm going to do my best writing at least once a week - that's doable. 

I'm still taking my time through "The Church Awakening" by Chuck Swindoll but chapter 2 "Challenges, Struggles, Solutions, Priorities" is pretty long so I'm breaking it up into a few parts. But I write today b/c I couldn't even get past the first quote and first scripture in chapter 2. 

The reason why I couldn't get past it is b/c of the current place I feel I am at and where I feel Compass is at. I've been clear in my intentions and communication to people that we are all called to as followers of Christ to become disciple making disciples. I've been laying out plans, objectives and the vision for my own life and for Compass. And to reflect on the last 5 1/2 years of being a pastor for Compass it's been the greatest blessing and greatest challenge to say the least. But I see the next 5 years of Compass to be the most critical in laying out the right foundation for the years to come. So I really believe God has been putting the right books, sermons, people, and conferences to lead me and Compass in the right direction. All of the sermons, books, people and conferences have been saying the same things - disciple your leaders like Christ discipled his 12, be selective and have a plan. And in the middle of planning, talking, reading, meeting I was struck with this quote: 

"What the church needs today is not more or better machinery, not new organizations or more novel methods. She needs men whom the Holy Spirit can use - men of prayer, men mighty in prayer. The Holy Spirit does not flow through methods, but through men...He does not anoint plans, but men-men of prayer." E.M. Bounds

So this quote literally brought me to my knees. I have been praying but have I been a "man mighty in prayer?" Have I been asking God to anoint the plans rather than me and the men/women that I serve with? These are hard questions that I need to ask myself on a weekly - no, daily basis. The reason I know is b/c the scripture that I was hit with in chapter 2: 

"Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for your testing, as though some strange things were happening to you. 1 Peter 4:12

As a followers of Christ we go through fiery ordeals - the church goes through fiery ordeals. So how can we combat this? How can we walk through the fiery ordeals of life? Through prayer - mighty prayer. 

So the plan is, yes we still need to plan and vision out what we will do for our lives and the church but we need to pray. I have clearly set out times in my days and weeks to pray more individually and pray with people more. Because I know that God's heart will not be stirred by us planning more but by praying more. 

On my knees, 

Charlton